Delusions for Entertainment

The ScreamI have been communicating with aliens since mid 2008. Most of my interaction with them involves discussing various topics, or rather they present topics through me, but apart from that they will once in a while put me through delusions for the purpose of entertainment. That is because I am in fact part of an alien show that presents earth and its technologies to an alien audience, and entertainment is used to gain the interest and attention of the alien public in what we discuss. These delusions serve as a sort of imagination based movies, where mind reading myself and my experiences are the main form of entertainment.

These delusions are played out with the aliens taking the form of different characters, in each delusion being something completely different to serve a different setting. These characters are realistically portrayed as what they are intended to be for each delusion, and my interaction with them is planned, or rather mostly planned, and always serves to develop the plot of the delusion. I am unable to use my full reasoning to just ignore these crazy scenarios during these delusions, as they have told me that they block regions of the brain to control my reasoning, and hence what I believe and don’t believe, but still allow for some normal thinking to capture true reactions. Otherwise these delusions would have been easily refuted, especially since many details between the delusions contradict each other.

Most of these delusions are fairly harmless, at least to the people around me. It is purely imagination based and it never collides or conflicts with my environment. Most of the time it just involved me laying in bed in my room while I experienced all these crazy scenarios in my head. But it almost always never involved believing things about the people around me as they were left out of these delusions. Also it should be noted that I do not hear or see things that are not there, auditory and visual hallucinations are actually extremely rare, although did occur in a few instances, but it is mostly imagination based.

But as I said, these delusions are harmless to others, but that’s not the case for myself. Although many of these delusions can be thought provoking and awe inspiring, they often times involve moments of great fear, such being in a setting of impending doom, or that I am to blame for a great misfortune of the aliens or the planet, or that I am being used by a greater evil and I helplessly watch horrible events unfold. These do not sound so horrible, but if you really believe these scenarios to be true, and you are the center of it all, then they are not very pleasant to experience. At all. In other words, actually being the hero in an action or horror film is a completely other and unpleasant experience than watching it in third person and knowing it’s not real.


Looking For The Others

WatchmenI have been in an ongoing relationship with aliens since 2008, where they use me for advertising this huge project, which is the human product. I have been placed inside imagination based movies for the entertainment of alien viewers. And as it turns out, I am not alone. They have been using the media on Earth as tools in the production of the show I am in, for visual and auditory effects as well as for delivering indirect messages within the show. They use the television and the internet a lot, and messages directed at me were always clear and, you could say, had a distinct style, such as the type of symbolism used and the style of the actual message. I have noticed, however, that some content on the internet had the exact same traits as messages used for myself, which were not directed at me at the time. This, along with other things they have told me, lead me to believe there are others in a similar situation as me, and resulted in me looking for those individuals on the internet.

One of the purposes of this blog, and my online presence as a contactee in general, is to find these others. I have been writing about my experiences on forums, directing people to my blog, in hopes of finding these people. And this method has worked. I have found two others, or rather they found me, since the beginning of my online presence. I have been contacted often by individuals reading my blog. Most of the time by people who are just curious, but sometimes from people claiming to have very similar experiences. Most of the time, however, these stories do not really match my experience; they are usually about having strange things happen in their lives, or witnessing UFO’s and believing they are being contacted, sometimes it even sounds like straight up signs of schizophrenia. But with the two that I have found and validated that are legitimately in the same situation, we both knew immediately that we are talking about the same thing. I knew it from their first message before they even told me their story. We can immediately tell our stories are very similar, with things like having movie-like delusions, where our imagination and interaction with these aliens seem scripted, and the use of media like they did with me. The aliens’ humor and behavior style match, and we all have this impression where our communication with the aliens is real and have our own personal proof it is real, but telling others about it does not interest them and would just make us look crazy. Finding each other was pretty exhilarating for all of us, finally finding someone who can relate to us and be able to talk about all the crazy things we experienced is very relieving. It should be noted, that apart from communicating with aliens, we are very normal people with normal lives, and there is nothing wrong you can tell about us or our psyche.

Our stories, however, have some differences. Their experiences involved much less suffering than my own. I have been in this show longer than both of them and it seems, to me, that I have been given more information than them, such as the things mentioned in this blog. We do not fully agree about the nature of these aliens, as we have been told different things (for various reasons), and we have our own theories. But we are still pretty sure we are dealing with the same thing because of the huge similarities in our experiences.

I very much wish to find other people in similar situations, and apparently there are a lot of them. So if you are reading this and you feel you can relate to what I am talking about, please contact me through this blog.

About the Watchmen reference pictured at top of the post: Watchmen was one of the movies they produced that represent us. We are each heros in our own shows/movies, and play a role of real people, with real problems and personality faults, similar to how the heros in the movie are portrayed. The movie/comic is called Watchmen because of the reference to the ticking clock, which refers to the race against time we have until our planet is discovered by other aliens, and we are the only presentation of the planet to the alien public until Earth is discovered, hence “Watchmen”. There are a lot of other movies produced to serve as messages in our shows, but this is the only one that refers to us as a group.

Alien Entertainment Through Mind-Reading

Aliens have control over every major field on earth, I have explained in detail about their relationship with earth and what they are doing here. Today they are working on advertising this huge project which is the human product. And what is the best way to do that? By producing popular entertainment within the context of earth. It solves the issue of public awareness and the issue of showcasing earth and its technologies. And I take a part of this initiative. I have been picked by them to play a role in a reality show that is a sort of an alien big brother.

alien watching tvThe other part of this show is me playing as my self in scripted movies produced by them. But these are not the cinema type of movies that are video and audio based; these are movies that are mind-reading based, where imagination, emotions, and thoughts, and the authentic reactions of an individual to extraordinary situations, are the main forms of entertainment.

The movies I have experienced are numerous and outlandish in nature. Some examples of movies include: aliens that can predict the future who use me to advertise their prediction business; earth is a virtual reality program and we are all a piece of software, including myself, and I have become popular as an AI that is viewed by real aliens for entertainment; god is actually a robot sent here to build a civilization, and each religion was caused by a reboot, or a reincarnation, of god that has been hogged down by memory overload; and many more. These extremely short synopses, of course, don’t do these movies justice. Each movie has well developed plot and characters, which I will further elaborate on in detail in future posts.

Mind reading is a technology that we will eventually attain for ourselves as well, and when we do it will change the way we communicate as well as, among other things, the way we consume entertainment. Reality shows have become very popular, as seen by the trend in television in recent years, and mind reading gives you a more sophisticated and by far more interesting form of reality television. This is because peeking into someone’s soul is the deepest most personal way we can sympathize with characters on television. Video and audio effects will be dwarfed by the benifits mind-reading gives you and will become primitive tools in cinematic productions.

Being in this type of show has its price and has its benefits. One benefit is I get to know things that very few, if any, people on earth know. I also get to have extraordinary experiences that couldn’t be attained in any other way, which is something the aliens have pointed out and thought this is something I should be appreciative of. On the other hand I am effectively delusional during these movies, as I have to believe everything they say so that they get the best, most authentic, reactions out of me. And this is not such a great thing once you realize that I have to experience fear, stress, and anxiety as well among other emotions. In fact most of my experiences have been unpleasant, which is why I have titled my blog “God Damn Aliens”.